Friday, February 13

Please don't make me a joke...



I LOve JHUD!!!! This goes out to all the people in Love!!!

It's fifteen minutes before Valentine's Day...some people wait all year for this day while other's dread it. How do I feel about this day. I don't know, don't really care. Haha!! I just got stood up tonight anyway, so why bother? Let me stop, I didn't come one to dampen anyone's parade. If your in love, LOVE ON!!! It's such a beautiful thing.

So Vicki Sec's asked me to contribute to this Love and Relationships second. I still don't have a banner so I haven't really been inspired haha. Hurry up dammit!!! But yeah, I'm going to open my contribution with a fairtytalesque depiction of love (don't hate cause I make up my own words). You will soon come to learn what my opinion is on it, and you might like it; might not. But you'll most likely keep reading wondering how I stay so optimistic in life when it comes to love.

Love...like while I'm scared of it deep down inside (now the world knows cause I've never ever said it before) it fascinates the hell out of me. In it's truest form of course. Like that unconditional love, that no one ever really finds...I'm going to find it (much later in life of course; I couldn't handle it right now...I'd run away haha). But yeah, when I think about life and love I realize that we as humans experience every type of human relationship possible, in normal circumstances, except an intimate, emotional relationship. So, in a philosophical sense we are incomplete as human beings unless we experience an intimate, love filled relationship. No that does not mean I walk around looking for love, cause I never have it sort of just happens, but I realize I've never actually experienced love in it's truest form and I want to. Plain and simple.
I love the feeling of falling for someone. Like all the butterfly shit, and how you think of them all the time, and all that extra gooey stuff, as much as I put on a front I like it it's fun. I just tend to sop falling miraculously somewhere deep into the relationship, and my feelings go away for the person. I feel like true love is when you and your special someone can keep that feeling of falling forever. You just continue to hold each other up forever lol. Sounds really cool.
I think like this because I believe that there is one person set up for you in life...you just have to find them. Some people will, and some people won't. I believe it's the people that don't sit around and sulk, and learn from previous failed relationships that find there soulmate in the end. Cool stuff if you ask me. You realize why the person you were with dropped you, and what you need to look for in your next relationship to keep you from making the same mistake. But you can't become fixated on it however. Even though I just gave an in-depth outlook on my view of love it doesn't mean I'm dying to experience it...life is so much more than that!!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY WORLD